Make a space
For my body.
Dig a hole.
Push the sides apart.
This is what
I'm controlling.
It's a moat
The inside that I carve.

This will be my monument
This will be a beacon when I'm gone
Gone, gone
When I'm gone
Gone, gone
When I'm gone

So that when the moment comes,
I can say I did it all with love
Love, love
All with love
Love, love
All with love

Make a cast
Of my body.
Pull back out,
So that I can see.
Let go of
How you knew me.
Let go of
What I used to be.

I will let this monument
Represent a moment of my life
Life, life
Of my life
Life, life
Of my life

I will let this monument
Represent a moment of my life
Life, life
Of my life
Life, life
Of my life

Make a cast
Of my body.
Pull back out,
So that I can see.
Let go of
How you knew me.
Let go of
What I used to be.

it's a human sign
when things go wrong
when the scent of her lingers
and temptation's strong

into the boundaries
of each married man
sweet deceit comes callin'
and negativity lands

cold, cold heart
hard done by you
some things look better baby
just passin' through

and it's no sacrifice
just a simple word
it's two hearts living
in two seperate worlds
and it's no sacrifice
no sacrifice
no sacrifice at all

mutual misunderstandings
after the fact
sensitivity builds a prison
in the final act

we lose direction
no stone unturned
no tears to damn you
when jealousy burns

cold, cold heart
hard done by you
some things look better baby
just passing through

and it's no sacrifice
just a simple word
it's two hearts living
in two seperate worlds
but it's no sacrifice
no sacrifice
no sacrifice at all

best friend forever

I can believe in me.

I do not give up the cross and, I can believe in me. I know the way why I am suffer now and, I know the truth. good is good, bad is bad.

Now, I can't behave
I feel it in my feet on the streets
But don't you know?
There's something I can feel when I breathe

I told you once
You're breaking into separate parts
But don't you know?
It's something that I can't live without

And if somebody's going to make it
Then this somebody ought to be you
And I keep telling my reflection
Ambitions are already starting to fade

I can't tolerate
The feelings that I feel when I feel
But don't you know?
Some feelings never seem to let go

Like a silver blade
I cut my way out of control
But don't you know?
Some blades will cut you right to the bone

And if somebody's going to make it
Then this somebody ought to be you
And if somebody's going to fake it
Then this somebody, somebody is you
If it's me that was going to take it
Then I know that it wouldn't be straight
And I keep telling my reflection
Ambitions are already starting to fade

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Dreams, they feel like memories when I dream of you
Time won't stay, it’ll stretch itself out from a minute to days
And I'd like to think that we don’t dream to wipe it off
'Cos I've been here
Living up, giving up

Happy scenes, a stupid dream when I dream of you
They don't stay, it might all be delusion but I couldn't say
And I'd like to think that we don’t dream just to dream it off
'Cos I've been here
In love, give it up

The essential is invisible

I don't hold no mystery
But I can show you how to turn the key

Even I don't believe the collide of human being
I still can keep it or create a new

The essential is invisible

✝ Solitude ✝

The young age 

The depression and the illusion

Broken-self

Dawn to dusk

 

They're your neighbors,

Should I trust their words

Should I believe

Should I

The myths of the history

The people of the dead

What is the vision 

What I see

Sense of the feeling

Hold down your shadow

One life one soul

disaster born

Seeking in the darkness 

Seeking faith, seeking heart

finding words 

guiding the blind

set them free

 

 

    

 

All the keys in my mind, oh my, what a sight
Because I want to go home
Feel the rhythm oh my God
So then what am I

Sorry, mom
I am the one I know

青春的詩與藝術的永恆

我渴望 渴望著空虛 虛空的來臨 於是我得到安慰與平靜


我需要一塊蛋糕尺寸的 靜

我看見 靜 的維度
就在一瞬間

明白

我感性的憂鬱 加上現實的笑話

藝術

 與

生命

中文

死亡

我需要一塊蛋糕尺寸的 靜
我還有時間 你看 你看
這個世界
我看 我看 這個世界
我的世界
我在我的世界
讓你們看

中文

時間一下子多出好多

有好多時間 享受睡眠的樂趣

同時也發現 時間正在快速減少 事情正在逼近

壓迫 無奈 掙扎 一下子變得好清楚

他們說這是最精彩的部分

還有我的秘密 

都只是 時間 必須繼續

繼續不務正業 不正經

安靜許多 等候許多

浪費時間 

不散漫

很實際

他們說青春是用來懷念的 

那我一定是個沒有青春的人

空白的下午 

終於

等到空白

淵面即將展開

平行宇宙

我的度數增加了 眼睛又更小了
The number build up
My eyes turns smaller then before
今年感覺就像是一直睡了好久 怎麼都不想醒過來
Seems like sleeping for a long time
I can't wake up
雖然偶爾還是會失眠
Although insomnia occasionally would bother me
我今天下午夢到她 跟學校
I saw her and my school in the dream
還有我的夢想
And my dream
還有好朋友的名信片
And friends card

年老 孤獨 家人 朋友
Elder
Solitude
Family
Friends
焦慮的少年
The anxiety of the teenager
與 焦慮的秘密
And the secret of the anxiety
多希望早一點遇到與我同樣深信不疑的夥伴們
I wish I would meet the people which have the faith of steady
在榮耀的日子裡面 一起分享
Share together
In the glory day

青春
Youth
現實的殘忍 生存的強度 人類的本能
Curial reality
Strength of existence
Capability of humankind
身體
Body

繁體中文 記憶

逝去 青春 嚴肅 掌紋

觀望死亡
與生與愛的不在

數字
或是自由

不在
自我的消散 懸浮的概觀
流離的幻 女人的情愛
保有人類的姿態
意念的置產
調動人的補償心態 建造一座山


於我之外
她
回來 意念的生
通往另一個世界的保護
現實行動的歸宿
被追趕 與殺戮
她的感悟

淵面的埋伏 放棄人類的意圖




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X

The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift.

X

I against I
Flesh of my flesh
And mind of my mind
Two of a kind but one won't survive
My images reflect in the enemies eye
And his images reflect in mine the same time

Yes, time waits for no one, and it won't wait for me.

“It is not in giving life but in risking life that man is raised above the animal; that is why superiority has been accorded in humanity no to the sex that brings forth but to that which kills.” 

“When she does not find love, she may find poetry. Because she does not act, she observes, she feels, she records; a color, a smile awakens profound echoes within her; her destiny is outside her, scattered in cities already built, on the faces of men already marked by life, she makes contact, she relishes with passion and yet in a manner more detached, more free, than that of a young man. Being poorly integrated in the universe of humanity and hardly able to adapt herself therein, she, like the child, is able to see it objectively; instead of being interested solely in her grasp on things, she looks for their significance; she catches their special outlines, their unexpected metamorphoses. She rarely feels a bold creativeness, and usually she lacks the technique of self-expression; but in her conversation, her letters, her literary essays, her sketches, she manifests an original sensitivity. The young girl throws herself into things with ardor, because she is not yet deprived of her transcendence; and the fact that she accomplishes nothing, that she is nothing, will make her impulses only the more passionate. Empty and unlimited, she seeks from within her nothingness to attain All.” 
― Simone de Beauvoir, The Second Sex

the promises catcher.

I wouldn't forget I got a heart attack when I was 19 and I can't forget the wish I made on the bridge that occurred in the same year. And, I heard a event about success and why people fails in the end of this way. I know I am different.

everything but sex 

everything but sex 

everything but sex 

everything but sex

everything but sex 

everything but sex .

用聞的就知道了。

像你這種已經成熟，只會變爛的果實，可不是我喜歡的對手。_ Hisoka

superficial
superficial
superficial
superficial.

The cruel part is… ‘’I was watching’’. She is watching… it’s merciless. 

I close my eyes until I see
I don't need hands to touch me
Be a Body

So then what am I?
Be a Body

Genesis

My heart will never feel (be)
Will never seeWill never knowOh, heartAnd then it fallsAnd then I fallAnd then I know [x2]
Ever see, ever be, ever knowMy heartEver see, ever be, ever know
Home and I knowPlaying the deck aboveIt's always differentI'm the one in love [x2]

Pare down to the essence, but don't remove the poetry.Keep things clean and unencumbered but don't sterilize. 

“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”

circle and lie.

But you'll never catch the fickle wind
If you choose to stay


The day that you stop running
Is the day that you arrive


And the night that you got locked in
Was the time to decide
Stop chasing shadows
Just enjoy the ride

"Nature cares nothing for logic, our human logic: she has her own, which we do not recognize and do not acknowledge until we are crushed under its wheel."

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  Ivan Turgenev, Fathers and Sons (via fyodors)

(Source: tragedytoday, via esotericallyarcane)

free spirit poet soul

I'm protecting her and her son
and watching people die
after days and years


cheating herself
creating love
defeating reality
born for that way
make a wish
pay for them
sacrifice
truly free
fear and guilty

hope you die.all in the one.

 Do you masturbate? 

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       Anonymous

Have you seen my nails

perfectionism.

Perfectionism, in psychology, is a personality trait characterized by a person's striving for flawlessness and setting excessively high performance standards, accompanied by overly critical self-evaluations and concerns regarding others' evaluations.[1][2] It is best conceptualized as a multidimensional characteristic, as psychologists agree that there are many positive and negative aspects.[3] In its maladaptive form, perfectionism drives people to attempt to achieve an unattainable ideal, and their adaptive perfectionism can sometimes motivate them to reach their goals. In the end, they derive pleasure from doing so. When perfectionists do not reach their goals, they often fall into depression.

''purity is an illusion. The ideal of purity has been used as an excuse for calamities like honor killings, bride burnings, child molestation.

purification is genocide.'' 

_Alice Glass

State of the nation
A room you never use
See yourself in power
That sweet sick enemy
Home is where there's danger
Send it to your friend
State of the nation
A room you never use

Life begins when you're ready to face it
I've changed my mind because I'm stuck on
The state of the nation

I know you've got potential
So what's your price, I'll pay it
Consumer guide to help you
And a cheque card just to let some (fun)
It's time I had a wash out
Cold storage, no more head room
Collecting things I don't need
In a room I never use

Life begins when you're ready to face it
I've changed my mind because I'm stuck on
The state of the nation

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