DAILY BREAD

IT'S BEEN LONG TIME NOT WIRITE ANY ARTICLES HERE, BUT I REALLY LIVING VERY WELL AND DO MYSELF INDDED HAPPILY. SO APPRECIATE EVERYONE WHO CARES ME AND KNOW WHO I REALLY WAS, YOU GUYS ARE MY TRULY ADORE AND I'M SURE WE WILL TOGETHER UNTIL THE END. 

BY

YOUR LOVELY YU. 

8mm Sky - The Painter

Sorry I can not paint again 
There is no problem with my hand 
Darling I came to you again 
There is no problem with my hand 

Sorry I can not paint again 
There is no problem with my hand 
Darling I came to you again 
There is no problem with my hand 

Coz you, kills all my talent 
Coz you, kills all my talent 
Coz you, kills all my talent 
Coz you, kills all my talent 

This is nothing left 
This is nothing left 

''The Killers - Mr BrightSide''

August 10, 15

Got a little be bored at my bar, but it's more good than staying with my depression lol. Got my childhood songs lyrics, totally stunning me...! I'm sure I'm motherfucker sick of getting old shit...
block the bad side like I did before xxx




 

August 8, 15 No time and space (SeX)

You were called to freedom, brothers and sisters; only don’t let this freedom be an opportunity to indulge your selfish impulses, but serve each other through love.
- Galatians 5:13 (CEB)

Friday 7 August 15

  Recording life Page start from here. Starting work from last weeks saturday, life seems more points to keep my past connecting with NOW. Lost everything from depression and illusion, so now have to wake up from the bright side... I mean the whole story and every surprising moments I been given.

: When people start hate you, and you know how you worthy.
: When you struggle for one reason, and you know you are getting better then ever.
: Out Standing couldn't be two.
: You only have God's intuition before you have sex.
: Stand in pure heart could be hard and insecure but, the gift you will receive its also worthy like that experience.











   Living in Loss Space(No Time Feeling) alone, and keep reading God's mind.
  

Stand alone

Save your tears
for the day
when our pain is far behind
on your feet
come with me
we are soldiers stand or die

Save your fears
take your place
save them for the judgement day
fast and free
follow me
time to make the sacrifice
we rise or fall

I'm a soldier, born to stand
in this waking hell I am
witnessing more than I can compute

pray myself we don't forget
lies, betrayed and the oppressed
please give me the strength to be the truth

people facing the fire together
if we don't, we'll lose all we have found

I’m asked this question all the time: “Why am I attracted to people who are wrong for me?” And the answer is quite simple, actually:
Because your wounded self is doing the attracting.

feeling gone.

beware of picturing yourself in a relationship as the unselfish, giving one who sacrifices everything for the other. This is a blatant ego game in which the ultimate purpose may be to gain control over the other by manipulating feelings of obligation

live in Christ

   I have to write something here... and keep encourage myself to live in Christ. believe in christ, this is truly amazing. When I feel upside down about my original emotion, God bring me back, the song, the words, the prayer...it's all helpful like my first time try to recover my sadness experience... it's hard to bring yourself go into right position by you own, and you know, life is always already bring you down, so! God is my first choice to living in love.

''That kind of love is emotional in nature but not obsessional. It is a love that unites reason and emotion. It involves an act of the will and requires discipline, and it recognizes the need for personal growth. Our most basic emotional need is not to fall in love but to be genuinely loved by another, to know a love that grows out of reason and choice, not instinct.''
___ The five love language.

I would not accept the bull shit anymore
I know how weak it looks like
there is no more mercy
I want dead
dead is only things I recognize you
I'm not interested
but it's my first time recognizing what is love


the curious fearful fragile powerful girl is mine
you wont get her

the secret and the political

I lost my interest and vivid
I know I will be healed from my strong enemy
You wonder why
I think I'm not
Where are the stores goes through
Right, I will be strong
Strong enough
Strong enough
Where is your story go through

living in my mystery
I know how was it inside of me

It's no different between them
The outside is kind
but I'm sick of getting old

There is no truth anymore
and here is the life