live in Christ

   I have to write something here... and keep encourage myself to live in Christ. believe in christ, this is truly amazing. When I feel upside down about my original emotion, God bring me back, the song, the words, the prayer...it's all helpful like my first time try to recover my sadness experience... it's hard to bring yourself go into right position by you own, and you know, life is always already bring you down, so! God is my first choice to living in love.

''That kind of love is emotional in nature but not obsessional. It is a love that unites reason and emotion. It involves an act of the will and requires discipline, and it recognizes the need for personal growth. Our most basic emotional need is not to fall in love but to be genuinely loved by another, to know a love that grows out of reason and choice, not instinct.''
___ The five love language.