如果愛改變我，我想不需要太單純的當我向外看。

we are all beloved.

還是很想潑中文冷水，因為心的自由我還抵達無法一個領域。

知道這個世界無法滿足我。

也知道我們本身有多無助。

放眼望向這個美麗的世界，虛空是你們的本質，也是我們不變的道理。

今年最感動的不是與父親和好並且得到一個展出的機會，而是當一切都結束之後，
能把自己的生命帶給一個需要溫暖的人。我愛妳。

Why is the fear the Lord the beginning of wisdom?

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it have a good understanding. His praise endures forever. (Psalm 111:10)

Why is fearing the Lord the beginning of wisdom?

• Wisdom is about a right understanding and a right application of the way things really are. The fundamental fact about the way things really are is that God exists and is engaged with  the creation. Mark Roth says it this way: The fear of the Lord is to be God-conscious.
• Living in the shadow of the Almighty–understanding what pleases, and what displeases, God–is clearly the most important thing to be wise about.
• God is eternal, and God’s praise “endures forever.” It is only the beginning of wisdom to fear God–we have all eternity to deepen and ripen our wisdom (or to deepen and exacerbate our foolishness).
• To understand who God is, and who we are, is to understand that we are fundamentally flawed and broken; without this understanding, we will remain forever foolish. “The greatest ascetics, those who mortified themselves and who for a period of forty or fifty years daily and nightly lived a life of mortification until death, were filled with the fear of God and these, the most sinless among mortals, cried out in their hour of death: ‘O God, have mercy on me a sinner!’”–Bishop Nicholai of Zicha and Orchid.
• Fearing God, says St. Thomas Aquinas, is only a first step towards understanding “the knowledge of Divine things.” On the one hand, we fear God as a servant fears a master, fearing God’s punishment; on the other hand, we fear God as a child fears a parent; “in order to make a beginning, man must first of all fear God and submit himself to Him: for the result will be that in all things he will be ruled by God.”

I think it is useful to state that this verse is, in some sense, not saying that fearing God is the only starting point on a path to wisdom; other starting points might include a love for God, faith or trust in God, a deep curiosity about what wisdom is, etc. Still, this mode of considering God–God is great, and we are not–is to begin to effect our “chief end:” to glorify and enjoy God for ever.

July 15 you have filled my heart with great joy.

my diary mention me to think about it...
no one want to confess who they are...

the false is become no wrong when you grew up.

people will keep themselves falling down from behavior.
original pure be covered from your ignore.

the WRONG means YOU CANT DO IT.

NOT means to do it AGAIN.

the TURE is from here.

when we doing something wrong,

hope the love could put his hand to you.

Who crossed the tough, who over the frustration,

Who saw in front of a dream can be thought of,

God's heart to see hope in your heart to vision.

I will die soon, the health will be rotten, but except my soul, my spirit does not die. Though my soul is fragile and helpless, it is this only ground things that are worth treasuring in the world. Will never talk about rashly and give up. Do not allow them to seize

V For Vendetta

This is not for me to say but the teachings we adhere to in The Church of the New Jerusalem regarding marriage are based on a Swedenborg book called Conjugial Love.

Paragraph 50 (text by Swedenborg is always referred to by par. number, not page) explains that after death we go to heaven to eventually become angels. New to this world is, among other things, that one angel is the unity of one husband and one wife. This becomes easier to grasp if we know what it means to be male and what to be female. And in which way each is created in the image and likeness of God (Who is above gender).

And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight,

so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of christ.

Philippians 1:9,10

consciousness.

One of the most exciting aspects about being on Earth right now is that there is a reordering or a retooling taking place in your DNA. Cosmic rays are coming onto the planet so that a change is being broadcast and a reordering is taking place inside the body. The scattered data that holds the history and awareness of the Living Library is now lining up.

The DNA is evolving. New helixes or strands are being formed as the light-encoded filaments are beginning to bundle themselves together. The scattered data is being pulled together in your body by electromagnetic energies from Prime Creator. We are here to watch this process in you, to assist you, and to evolve ourselves as well.

As this rebuilding or reordering comes together, you will create a more evolved nervous system that will allow much more data to move itself into your consciousness. You will awaken many brain cells that have been lying dormant, and you will come into use of your full physical body rather than the small percentage that you have been functioning with.

Every place on the planet is being affected by this change, this awareness. Those of you who are the Guardians of Light and who wish to completely change this present reality and bring different options in are anchoring the frequency. If it is not anchored and understood, it can create chaos. It will create chaos. This is why you must ground yourselves.

Chaos brings about a state of reorganization when utilized properly. Time is collapsing, and the energy is becoming larger and larger. You have come here to use that energy first. You will make pathways of consciousness as you pull the energy into your body that will assist others so that they may not have to go through what you go through.

Many people will suddenly begin to feel this energy without any preparation at all. You are all pulling light, which is data and information, onto the planet, and as you do this you create new pathways for consciousness to explore without even saying a word.

The new pathways of consciousness create new realities, new options, and new ways of living and being. That is why the collapse of your society is inevitable: It does not hold light; it does not hold the multidimensional possibilities; it holds you in limitation, and you are tired of that.
_Richard Laeton

能為所愛的人而努力，是一件很幸福的事情。

“Bitterness is all the rage.”

—	John Tottenham

I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.

Luke 15:7

DONE YOU HOLY FUCK:someone pray for me now.

I'm never destroy myself when my children look at me and
that is what I ve made my past honestly
the bxllshit I ve been see it from your twisted mouth whatever you deflected mind
Its depends on what you trust your shit past fXck all that boooooooooooooooo


recall back my commitment from the day and your lovely way to listen to me.

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you're hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! - Rocky Balboa

How am I nurturing my spirit every day?

1.  Be nice and kind
2.  Respect the teacher and your classmates
3.  Listen to the teacher and to others while they are talking
4.  Be helpful

July 5, 2013 nothing to share but happiness along .

Sorry forget too much vocabulary with JP talk...
expect to spend time with homeless children next month
and challenge myself to close to people easier.    

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「世界總是沒有錯的，錯的是心靈的脆弱性，我們不能免除於世界的傷害，於是我們就要長期生著靈魂的病。」

YOU ARE WORNG.

前提插曲
等待，直到把所有的骨頭pretrude
你凸出，你轉換
你的襯衫上有一個污點
半甜，semicide的
悔恨，你不能隱藏
現在，我們過去我們的皮膚蛻皮
騰出空間開始

對稱
你必須工作在對稱
你必須贏得他們的換位思考

對稱
你必須工作在對稱
你必須贏得他們的換位思考

down下來的城市我倒下

最終蛹
自我控制意識
現在感覺omminent的
做您的利益
吃的權利，他們的手
其凹的腺體
我們鼓勵忘記
優先forcefed的

對稱
你必須工作在對稱
你必須贏得他們的換位思考

對稱
你必須工作在對稱
你必須贏得他們的換位思考

down下來的城市我倒下

你必須贏得我們的換位思考
你必須贏得我們的換位思考
你必須贏得我們的換位思考
你必須贏得我們的換位思考

愛在社會中的何處

今天讀到路加福音十五章的時候，就想到妳。
妳在我心中就像那唯一被找到的那一隻羊，當我還在感到慌張跟擔心的時候，
原來我們的空虛跟缺乏安全感，已經有人替我們保護在心裡了。

經上是這樣說的：
一個罪人悔改，在天上也要這樣為他歡喜，
較比為九十九個不用悔改的義人歡喜更大。

我就想到我自己平常，其實也是在逃避總總問題，總是想用另一種方式，讓自己看起來
比事實再好一些。在現實生活中，是很少在他人面前需要誠實，與坦白的。
時常軟弱、跌倒，卻忘記原來我們擁有一位愛我們的大家人，祂已經
答應要解決我們所有的困難與問題。
祂現在不只是找到了你，連我這個經過風雨之後，僥存的跟隨者，也一起再一次的告訴我，

「祂還是愛我。」

他讓我從你身上看到，我還是在祂的愛裡的。
這是多麼高深與榮耀的事情。對於我們這樣子的人類而言。
如果大家都是好的，就沒有人需要承認自己不好的地方了。


我失去的羊已經找到了。
你今天也找到你自己了嗎？




all I mean today is...It's not the person who goes searching for God but God who goes searching for the person and restored in Christ between our relationship!