如果看了還不懂就真的是笨蛋了。

「殺了人之後，鳥就再也不會停在他的身上了。」

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人之常情。

焦慮轉化為挫折，導致開始飲酒。只有把這些事情在陽光之下說出來，亡靈才會消失。

我剛剛在路上看到你喔...................................

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‘’曾經密切尋找的一種信念
都在 瞬間碎散

就好像被什麼缺口
所支配著




或許
人生真的就是不斷的原諒別人
也原諒自己‘’

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"A human being is a part of a whole, called by us _universe_, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest... a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
~ Albert Einstein

事實是，

生病的父親始終沒有自覺。孩子們長大之後，過去發生過的事情，始終不會就此過去。

 I can only speak for myself, but i know all too well what's going on in the world and I think most liberal people do. Unspeakable horror.. only, we DO speak of it --all day, every day-- We see, and are privy to, more information than EVER BEFORE in human history!! Ever! Facebook is not the ideal place because it makes suffering into spectacle in a special way. The platform creates apathy through turn over, sadness and anger more often than a feeling of wanting to do something. Sympathy or even Empathy Slacktivism. Click Click. I've done it , you've done it, we've all done it. I won't say Facebook never brings awareness -- BUT-- it is far from the best way in the larger scope of things… the long term. Many believe ( including myself ) that it's on the way or even currently hindering society to care. It's how we process and use ALL this information that will make the largest difference. Facebook should be where action is reflected not the passive spectatorship it is basically programmed to support.

All I am is a man

I want the world in my hands .

but here is fucking too cold...........................................shiiiiiiiii

人只有跟自己的死亡相遇，真實的自我才會顯現。 Martin Heidegger

political power

Mercy mercy
Bring me to my knees
As the morning
Calls to light the dark in me

Heaven's story
Breathing life into my bones
Spirit lift me
From this wasteland lead me home

Now I
Find my life in Yours
My eyes
On Your name

Arrest my heart
From its reckless path
Release the chains in me
Awake my soul
To the hope You hold
Your grace is all I need

Humble glory
Chose to carry all my shame
Rendered worthy
In the shadow of Your Name

Gracious fury
Written in my Savior's scars
Mercy mercy
Now engraved upon my heart

Now I
Find my life in Yours
My eyes
On Your name

Arrest my heart
From its reckless path
Release the chains in me
Awake my soul
To the hope You hold
Your grace is all I need
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Mercy mercy
Bring me to my knees
As the morning
Calls to light the dark in me

派特整天反覆誦妮奇，是一種強迫症。派特解釋為什麼他愛妮奇的時候，說了「她是我交往過最美的女人」以及「我們之間的相處方式非常特別」。前者可以看出派特對妮奇的慾望，後者雖然可能意味著他們兩人之間有接近SM的互動模式，但從妮奇的反應看來，這段感情中的多數時間應該都是妮奇在容忍派特。任何關係中，若任何一方盡己所能地付出與容忍，卻始終只能活在對方會因為自己改變的期待之中，也是一種強迫行為。妮奇看清了這段關係的本質選擇離去，但派特卻走不出來。派特把他對妮奇的性欲以及妮奇對他的無盡付出當成愛，但本質上這兩者都不是完整的愛情，最終都缺乏承諾。於是派特蒐集妮奇的隻字片語，為她練身材、為她讀小說，但此時的派特根本不在乎真正的妮奇怎麼想，他只是偏執地愛上了自己腦中虛構出的妮奇形象──他愛的是腦中的妮奇，並不是真正的妮奇。